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He gave her a window

For the first time in three months when I said, "I love you," to my mom tonight she saw me. She saw ME. It was so different than any other time - like God was in the room and gave her a "window" Himself. As I cried, I pressed my cheek against her's and heard her sigh the kind of sorrowful sigh only a Mother can when she knows her child is pained. I want her back. I want her for more than ten seconds. I don't know what I'm going to do when she's gone.



-- Post From My iPhone

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  1. ChristinaDecember 28, 2009 at 7:48 PM

    What a beautiful photo. You are in my thoughts and prayers...

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  2. PatienceDecember 28, 2009 at 9:18 PM

    *hugs* to you. I can't even imagine how difficult this is for you, but please know I continue to pray for you and your mom. I too love the photo.

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  3. LindsDecember 28, 2009 at 9:42 PM

    Oh Mare, my heart breaks for you. I love you so much and am praying for you!!!

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  4. The SmithsDecember 28, 2009 at 10:03 PM

    Ugh. I'm so sorry Mare. I love you, friend. Praying for you.

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  5. Chris and Lindsey WheelerDecember 28, 2009 at 11:13 PM

    I am so, so sorry Mare....I can't imagine!! Praying for you and your sweet mom right now.

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  6. AnonymousDecember 29, 2009 at 12:29 PM

    Mare - I read your blog last night. What an incredible moment that God blessed you with last night. I'm praying God will strengthen you and give you an unimaginable peace in your heart. I love you to pieces. ~K

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